There have been things within me that have been suppressed and devalued and tampered out over the past few years. I used to have a vibrancy and childlike vigor for life. I danced around with or without music, I picked flowers, I saw beauty everywhere I looked. I had a positive attitude and outlook. That girl, she was spectacular.
That beautiful person, she got lost. Actually, she got those wonderful things stolen from her. Somewhere along the way, that spirit that was so enthusiastic and alluring was beaten out of her and she became cold and dead...
The world become dull and grey, people lost their attractiveness in personality, everything just turned to dust and all that could be done was mourn. A radiant world full of color and quirk and life which she so enjoyed became something she quite loathed. People became annoying. Colors dim. Flowers sad. Imagination was lackluster.
That lively girl... she is making a comeback. There is an exquisite and effervescent rising of life within her now. I must say, it feels grand. For so long being stuck, this feeling of new life is everything.
There is art in everything. There is beauty all around. Times are still sometimes difficult, but she is no longer blinded by the negative. She can see through it. Living moment to moment because that is all one can really do. But even in the midst of a dark moment, she can see the light of the nearing goodness.
I like this girl...
I like what she is becoming.
I like that she has a vision and a future.
I like that she has faith and faithfulness.
She is pretty stellar.
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